No I didn't use the wrong "new". Just feels appropriate. If only I knew what I know now.
Every time that big shiny ball drops, it feels like an opportunity for something fresh. A feeling that this time, it could be different. The holidays always make me take a hard look at who I am and where I am. I always come to very similar conclusion. I'm angry.
I'm angry because of the bullshit I've always allowed to happen to me. Emotionally that is. In all other aspects, I'm fairly satisfied. I've always been a bitch. I let people take advantage of me and hard as I try, I doubt it will ever change. The only way I ever successfully pull away from that is when I cut a person out of my life. That being said, I'm choosing yesterday to eliminate baggage.
Man, what a whiny post to begin 2013. Yeah Yeah Yeah. If I only knew the way things would go... My formative years would have been so different. A new journey!
I'm not in the weight room to jerk off a bunch of different exercises and go nowhere. For more than 20 years, I've been walking into weight rooms, but never to train, exercise, workout or get a pump. I go to the weight room to GET STRONG. -Jim Wendler <-- Felt appropriate with the other new years resolutions floating around.
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